Words are less to describe how I feel right now | I tell others that they are beautiful…

As I don’t want anyone to feel the way I do | I am always there for everyone as I know how it feels to be alone…

Depression is not just a word or its not being sad | Its about how strong someone with depression has to be just to do daily stuff like shower, brush hair or get out of bed…

I simply close my door and shut the world out | Its just like nuclear bomb has crashed down on me…

I literally don’t have friends | Everyone is disappeared out of my life…

No one cares about me | I am alone…

I am trapped in a colorblind room | I don’t think I will ever recover…

I see no future anymore | I can’t stop crying…

I don’t blame anyone for anything | I feel scared…

I’ve been afraid to not feel anything | I can’t push through it…

It’s the only way I know how to survive | Yes it’s all in my head…

Depression is not about a few days it’s about a months | I trapped in my own mind…

Not scared of death anymore | The soul is dead but the body lives on…

(when the rest of heaven was blue, a demon in my view)